Memories consumeLike opening the woundI'm picking me apart
againYou all assumeI'm safe here in my roomUnless I try to
start againI don't want to be the oneThe battles always
choosecause inside I realizeThat I'm the one confusedI
don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to
screamI don't know why I instigateAnd say what I don't
meanI don't know how I got this wayI know it's not
allrightSo I'mBreaking the habitI'm breaking the
habitTonightClutching my cureI tightly lock the doorI try to
catch my breath againI hurt much moreThan anytime beforeI had no
options left againI don't want to be the oneThe battles
always choosecause inside I realizeThat I'm the one
confusedI don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I
have to screamI don't know why I instigateAnd say what I
don't meanI don't know how I got this wayI'll
never be allrightSo I'mBreaking the habitI'm breaking
the habitTonightI'll paint it on the wallscause I'm
the one at faultI'll never fight againAnd this is how it
endsI don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I
have to screamBut now I have some clarityTo show you what I
meanI don't know how I got this wayI'll never be
allrightSo I'm breaking the habitI'm breaking the
habitI'm breaking the habitTonight