I donít care to know, the time on the wall.
The placement of my shoes, on the wood floor.
The last boat has left. Canít carry you afloat.
I fear the empty, wet bed. The empty grey coat.
And I wonít go till youíre asleep.
You open your mouth, like an asthma attack, you repeat,
ďIf all that you take from this is courage, then Iíve no
I wanted to kiss you goodnight.
No longer can pretend, it wonít cave in and will be alright.
I wanted to save this last light.
With dawn comes certainty of what weíll be, for now hold me
I look to the floor.
Your hair like cut grass.
Your vomit it forms, a gold chain íround your neck.
I wonít wake you up. No need for last words.
These last idle hours. More than I deserve.
ď...You take from this is, courage than Iíve no regrets.Ē
Donít settle for less again. Youíve become more than I could have
become for you.
Could have inspired to be. Hesitation will leave dents on the
walls and the rail.
And your scent will leave me with more faith in myself.
I wanted to kiss you goodnight. No longer can pretend
It wonít cave in and will be alright.
Wanted to tell you I lied.
I said Iíd make it through this world alright, but I donít care
Iíd make it through this world alright, but I donít care to try.