I hear the door-bell ring and suddenly the panic takes me the
sound so ominously tearing through the silence I cannot move I’m
standing numb and frozen among the things I love so dearly the
books, the paintings and the furniture help me The signal’s
sounding once again and someone tries the doorknob none of my
friends would be so stupidly impatient and they don’t dare to
come here anymore now but how I loved our secret meetings we
talked and talked in quiet voices smiling Now I hear them moving
muffled noises coming through the door I feel I’m crackin’ up
voices growing louder irritation building and I’m close to
fainting crackin’ up they must know by now I’m in here trembling
in a terror evergrowing crackin’ up my whole world is falling
going crazy there is no escaping now I’m crackin’ up These walls
have witnessed all the anguish of humiliation and seen the hope
of freedom glow in shining faces and now they’ve come to take me
come to break me and yet it isn’t unexpected I have been waiting
for these visitors help me Now I hear them moving muffled noises
coming through the door I feel I’m crackin’ up voices growing
louder irritation building and I’m close to fainting crackin’ up
they must know by now I’m in here trembling in a terror
evergrowing crackin’ up my whole world is falling going crazy
there is no escaping now I’m crackin’ up